... a SiMPLe mE ...

. . . K A M A R U L.jr I N A C T I O N ! ! ! . . .

"sayalah permata anak kesayangan.. kebanggaan ayah dan ibu... saya dibesarkan dengan kasih sayang... hanya yang terbaik untukku... menjadi harapan di masa hadapan... sayalah anak yang cemerlang..." -hanafi-

. . . A L H A M D U L I L L A H . . .

assalamualaikum semua.. still in the raya mood ke? me? my raya? errmm alhamdulillah, dpt jugak visited relatives both sides of our family. walaupun dlm keadaan yg agak sarat... but then, today i dont wanna tell about my raya, wanna write about my experienced giving a birth to kamarul jr. ahaaksss!!!

first of all, what can i tell ya? semua yg dah mengalami experience in delivery a baby, mesti dah rasa apa ana rasa. i cant tell a lot, but it is the real moment in my life that i cant buy anywhere... it was the moment of truth.

raya ke dua, tgh malam, i was admitted in damansara damai medical centre sbb muntah yg teramat sgt.. bukan apa.. mmg nak kena gi klinik sbb takut effected kat baby, apa2 hal nanti kitaorg yg risau. so, esok nye ana dah discharged. alhamdulillah. raya ke ke empat ana still pegi beraya... cewahhh.. konon2nye kuta la tuh.. balik tu dah ada signs yg maybe this baby ready to deliver. malam tu me and myKiNg pegi balik ddmc, doc suruh admit, tapi we decided taknak admit sbb masa malam tu baru bukak 2cm... rasanye mcm sempat lagi kalau dari umah nak ke ddmc tu bila masa nye dah tiba.. but then, doc suh dtg pagi2 keesokan harinye.. hehehe.. ye la, doc nak check apa yg patut la kan...

raya ke lima bersamaan 28hb 10 2006, pagi kul 930, me and myKiNg dah tercegat kat ddmc tu utk checkup... doc check.. ermm dah bukak lagi 1cm.. but then sbb ana dah bleeding, doc adviced me to induce. yeahhh.. dgr cite, org kata bila induce ni sakit, tapi taktahu la kan.. sbb kita macam paksa baby kuar, bukan kuar normal. tapi sbb nasihat2 doc and consequences yg bakal berlaku, we decided ikut nasihat doc. dlm kul 11, ana dah di induce kan..

kul 1215tghari, ana dibawak ke labour room... wahhh i cant believe that this moment has come. what should i do? what should i say when this little baby was born?  i dont know yet feel not ready to have this little baby in my arms. i was surrounds with a lot of question marks in my head. yeahhh... what should i tell ya?

i will summarize my experience ah, takde masa lak.. ada keje lain lak nih... dah bukak 7cm, i cant stay... sakit teramat sgt. then doc ask me with myKiNg ada kat sblh.. "hana, awak nak cepat ke?" without asking myKiNg, i answer the doc "yes!!" doc replied "kalau nak cepat, kena ceaser la.." i said "i dont care, asalkan budak ni kuar cepat.." huhhhh?!!! myKiNg looked so shocked but then i cant stay in the condition lagi dah.. nurses pun siap2kan operation room...

doc ckp, tunggu pakar bius sampai... within not longer than 15minutes.. ana rasa si kecik ni dah nak terkeluar sgt dah. myKiNg lak kat luar o.t, ye la.. husband takleh masuk awal2 kat o.t, kena tunggu pas operate baru leh masuk. ana ckp kat doc, "saya nak teran jugak la doc, taktahan la.. rasa pelik jek ni" doc ckp "up to u la.. nak teran, teran la.." so.. my 1st push dah nampak kepala baby.. hehehe.. dgr lak doc ckp... "pandai awak hana" then dgr lagi doc ckp "panggil suami dia, dia dah boleh bersalin normal ni..." tak sedar bila myKiNg dah kat sebelah... 2nd push kuar lagi sikit body si kecik ni... 3rd time... the whole body dah kat bumi nyata... doc terus letak dia atas ana... segala kata tak ter ungkap, cuma bersyukur kat Allah sbb semuanye selamat dan berterima kasih jugak padanye sbb mempermudahkan kelahiran kamarul hanafi ni.. thanks to doc laily and nurses kat ddmc. ada lagi cite selanjutnye.. kta sambung nanti ah ek...

thanks sayang for all your support..